Assalamualaikum.

So, baru lepas karang rayuan for JPA-MARA. 100 words. okay sumpah tak tahu nak tulis apa. HUAAA!!!! dah lah xde pengalaman temuduga apa semua. main bantai je. ok let bygone be bygone. tak harap pun dapat. sebab tahu takkan dapat. huhu. sedih plak.

Nasib kita, tak tahu. apa yang terjadi, tak tahu. kita belajar apa nanti, tak tahu. masa depan, kita kerja apa, tak tahu. what if semua yang terjadi pada masa depan adalah semua yang kita tak pernah harapkan? siapa tahu? tak tahu. so apa yang kita boleh buat sekarang, hanya berdoa dan serahkan segalanya kepada Dia. sesungguhnya, Dia lebih tahu segalanya. 

Serious, rasa sangat sedih. down. useless segalanyalah. sebab Ajee rase Ajee je yang tak pernah pergi temuduga apa pun. bukan tak nak. tak dapat. JPA-MARA tak dapat, cikgu tak dapat, apa pun tak dapat. Ajee tak expect pun semua tu. ni lah orang kata rezeki kan. maybe Ajee memang takde rezeki nak gi mane2 interview sekalipun. Ajee rase nak nangis setiap kali tengok orang lain pegi interview semua.

mase kat skolah, mock interview. serious Ajee memang sangat lemah. Ajee tak tahu nak buat apa. Gigil semua. rase macam sangat TAK BERGUNA masa tu. orang tanya pun, jawab macam apa. huhu asal Ajee ni tak pernah nak bagus dalam apa jua perkara? kenapa?????????????

maybe tu kut sebabnya tak dapat pergi interview mane2. sebab Ajee tak prepared. kut. tapi kalau tak pernah pergi camne nak tahu?Ajee tak tahu. serahkan je semua. Tawakal. 

kbye. have a nice day

Assalamualaikum

So hari ni Ajee check matriks. dapat. Kelantan. Alhamdulillah. tapi serious, Ajee pening nak buat keputusan. whether nak tunggu upu or accept matriks. ad yang cakap matriks bagus, ad yang cakap better asasi. iolls very the pening uolls..

i try lah tnye kakak2 senior yg agak rapat lah. tnye sorg tu, dia bluetickkn kita. huhu, sedih. maybe dia busy. well, IB uolls. lagi sorg plak, tnye kat wechat. sbb xde no fon. then maybe dia x slalu on wechat kan. iolls paham. and iolls dh tak tahu nak tanya sape lagi uolls. iolls bukan macam anis, very the kamcheng with the seniors. and iolls tak kenal ramai. sebab ada setahun je senior pun. iolls x tahu cemane dah.

iolls rse, iolls kene pikir memasak dulu. tapi, better tunggu results upu dulu kan? baru decide kan? sempat kut iolls rase. sebab kan, upu punya results 6 Mei. Matriks masuk 24 Mei. My girls and boys cakap jgn accept dulu. nanti x dapat upu. okay iolls x accept lagi. tapi my family semua macam dah excited bagai. sebab klate is very the dekat. and this is the first results of mine so semua macam excited gila babeng kann. siap nak kosongkan tarikh 24 Mei tu lagih. bapak ah..

anyway, iolls kene clear my mind.doakan yang terbaik untuk iolls. wanie dapat melaka. tadi my dad tanye lah kan, wanie dpt mane. i said, wanie is in a different category. she's definitely lain from me uolls. so thats all from me. i'll catch up later. bye.

Assalamualaikum. just nak share. lagu ni best. sekian, terima kasih. :)

Hangul :

이별이란 원래 그래 시간 지나 무뎌진데

괜찮아 괜찮아 나는 괜찮아

우연히 들은 네 소식에 너도 잘 지내고 있나 봐

괜찮아 괜찮아 이젠 괜찮아 yeah

첨에 니가 없는 내 생각하면 다들 미쳤다고 했는데

이젠 니 생각에 우는 일은 없어

잠에서 울다 깨는 일도 없어

정말 익숙해 졌나봐 괜찮아

사진 속에 웃고 있는 우리 놀리듯이 장난치는 둘이

왜 그렇게 부러움을 샀었는지 알 것만 같아

우리 참 예뻤다

날 보던 너의 그 눈빛이 아직 날 떠나지를 않아

오지마, 저리가, 괴롭히지마

돌아서는 낯선 네 모습 보며 죽을 만큼 힘들었는데

이젠 니 생각에 우는 일은 없어

잠에서 울다 깨는 일도 없어

정말 익숙해 졌나봐 괜찮아

사진 속에 웃고 있는 우리 놀리듯이 장난치는 둘이

왜 그렇게 부러움을 샀었는지.. 난 알 것 같아

사랑했던 날이 많아

헤어지고 나서야 좋았던 기억이 나..

다신 니 생각에 우는 일은 없어

널 봐도 이제 아무 느낌 없어

정말 다 괜찮은 가봐 이제는 ..

끝나버린 사람이 됐지만 지나버린 사랑이 됐지만

너무 많은 부러움을 샀던 만큼 그래 그만큼

우리 참 예뻤다

Korean Lyric :

ibyeoriran wonrae geurae sigan jina mudyeojinde

gwaenchanha gwaenchanha naneun gwaenchanha

uyeonhi deureun ne sosige neodo jal jinaego itna bwa

gwaenchanha gwaenchanha ijen gwaenchanha yeah

cheome niga eopneun nae saenggakhamyeon dadeul michyeotdago haetneunde

ijen ni saenggage uneun ireun eopseo

jameseo ulda kkaeneun ildo eopseo

jeongmal iksukhae jyeotnabwa gwaenchanha

sajin soge utgo itneun uri nollideusi jangnanchineun duri

wae geureohge bureoumeul sasseotneunji al geotman gata

uri cham yeppeotda

nal bodeon neoui geu nunbicci ajik nal tteonajireul anha

ojima, jeoriga, goerophijima

doraseoneun naccseon ne moseup bomyeo jugeul mankeum himdeureotneunde

ijen ni saenggage uneun ireun eopseo

jameseo ulda kkaeneun ildo eopseo

jeongmal iksukhae jyeotnabwa gwaenchanha

sajin soge usgo itneun uri nollideusi jangnanchineun duri

wae geureohge bureoumeul sasseotneunji.. nan al geot gata

saranghaetdeon nari manha

heeojigo naseoya johatdeon gieogi na..

dasin ni saenggage uneun ireun eopseo

neol bwado ije amu neukkim eopseo

jeongmal da gwaenchanheun gabwa ijeneun ..

kkeutnabeorin sarami dwaetjiman jinabeorin sarangi dwaetjiman

neomu manheun bureoumeul satdeon mankeum geurae geumankeum

uri cham yeppeotda

Translation :

Breakups are always like this

It gets better with time

I’m OK, I’m OK, I’m OK

I randomly heard about you

Guess you’re doing well

I’m OK, I’m OK, I’m OK now, yeah

At first, when I thought about me without you

Everyone called me crazy

Now I don’t cry at thoughts of you

I don’t wake up from crying

I think I’m used to it now, I’m OK

We’re laughing in the photos

As if we’re teasing and joking

I think I knew why so many people were jealous

We were so pretty

Your eyes when you looked at me

They still won’t leave me

Don’t come, go away, don’t torture me

When I saw the strange scene of you turning away

It was so hard I wanted to die

Now I don’t cry at thoughts of you

I don’t wake up from crying

I think I’m used to it now, I’m OK

We’re laughing in the photos

As if we’re teasing and joking

I think I knew why so many people were jealous

There were so many days that I loved you

Only after we broke up, I remember the good timesl 

I won’t cry at thoughts of you again

I don’t feel anything even when I see you now

I think I’m really OK now

You became someone who’s gone

You became a love that has passed

As much as all those people were jealous of us

We were so pretty

Assalamualaikum.

Hai. Sihat? Oh, sihat. Alhamdulillah. :)

Takde bende pun sebenarnya. Just saje je sebab baru tukar skin. Yeah. Bangtan Seonyeondan. Actually, penat giler nak buat skin nih!!!!!!!! Urgh!!! Skin nih sekejap jek. Yang lame, lagunya. Bapak ah. Memang lenguh pinggang segala bagai. Baru pikir lepas update, nak kdrama-ing jap. dah sakit pinggang lagu nih, tido je lah. 

so tu je nak cakap. bapak ah Ajee. bende nih? bosan giler. sorry ek korang. actually ada je cite. tapi malas. dah sakit belakang nih. haduih. anyway, i like this skin so far. especially pasal header tu. haish, bile lah nak ada skin iKon nih... Kalau ada, memang straight tukar sekarang jugak. tapi kan, act boleh je tukar guna skin nih. tapi, nanti2 lah. sakit pinggang nih.. 

Oh ya. p/s : nak comment, tekan kat bawah entry ye. yang ada [ 0 comment ] camtu. and sign in. eceeh.. bajet plak ada orang yang nak komen. cheh. lol

Ok tu je. Bye. Have fun. Like my new skin yaww. Muah ciked.

Assalamualaikum.

Hari2 Ajee berjalan dengan lancar dan sedikit membosankan. But its going well, Alhamdulillah. hidup jugak lagi. Tapi, kali ni bukan nak cite pasal tu.

I read Wanie's entry just now. I felt like, 

"What's this?"

"Hah?"

Its not about Wanie salah tulis or apa. act Ajee tak tahu sangat kan pasal tu. tapi bagi Ajee, let me share you something.

okay. I've been to a lot of schools for my whole life. Iwent to 2 primary schools and 3 secondary schools. So, Sangat ramai kawan Ajee yang Ajee jumpa. Tapi, serious sampai sekarang, Ajee belum jumpa sape2yang boleh dikatakan SAHABAT. This is serious. Takde orang pun yang setia kat sisi ajee macam yang selalu SAHABAT tu buat. kawan baik ada. kawan baik Ajee ialah, QIL AND WANIE. Wanie. Kawan baik Ajee. okay so, Ajee ni memang jarang nak kawan ngan orang beriya sampai spent time semua ngan dia, makan ngan dia, pegi berak pun ajak dia teman. jarang. Ajee ni boleh dikatakan universal. semua orang pun boleh. Ajee memang tak pandai nak kawan lebih2. Ajee pernah gaduh besar ngan kawan. okay. sape yang kenal Ajee tu, mmg tahu lah macam mane Ajee. ade tu sampai dah tak nak tengok muka Ajee lagi. hebat kan? well Ajee tahu tu.

tapi at least, Ajee tahu nak bezakan mana satu kawan, mane satu sahabat. bagi Ajee, seriously, WANIE SEORANG YANG SANGAT BAIK. tak patut tau sesiapa pun lukakan hati dia. dia tu sangat fragile. nampak je ganas nak mati tapi dia memang lembut. hati dia sangat pure. tak pernah nak buat tak baik kat orang. niat tu adalah mungkin. tapi setahu Ajee dia lah yang paling setia sebagai sahabat. dulu kat asrama, ape2 je, ajee mesti pergi bagitahu dia. happy, bagitau dia. sedih, nangis kat dia. dan dia tak pernah nak ignore ajee. dia sentiasa ada untuk ajee. walaupun ajee memang tak rapat sangat dengan dia kan.

so, tengok korang rapat giler, Ajee sangat jealous sebenarnya. tapi Ajee happy jugak. sebab korang akhirnya dapat jadi bestfriend. sangat happy. lagi2 bila tengok wanie senyum, pastu sentiasa ada orang yang nak cakap ngan dia.

satu je lah yang ajee nak cakap. kalau boleh, cuba fikir balik. pernah ke wanie sakitkan hati kau? maybe ada lah kan, ajee tak tahu. tapi kalau ada pun, mesti sebab dia just nak tegur kau. bimbing kau ke jalan yang benar. so please. hargailah wanie. hargai orang yang kau anggap SAHABAT dulu. 

dah, tak nak cakap lelebih. nanti kau fikir aku cuba nak lagakan korang or what. till then. Assalamualaikum. 

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